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adventure.
to me the greatest word in the dictionary.
it describes me.
a good car ride going nowhere, an exploration through the woods with no direction, getting lost pretty much just for the fun of it. that's how you find places that have history and learn new things no one else knew because they didn't want to take the extra 20 minutes.
time. take it. we have no need to rush.
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I have not written in a while, and I guess I’m the only one to blame. I get so sucked into things and I forget what my real passion in life is. School is over and I am finally able to breath outside of that damned pie shaped room, but now I have to live in the house that caused me so much pain in the first place, and I have no out. I did not realize the affect my parents really had on me until I came back. I used to be so good at separating myself from their stupid actions and the way they would complain to me like I was a friend. Now that I am back, I care again, for some ungodly reason, and I’m so angry for it. No caring made it easy to live my own life, but here I just want them to let go of their idiocy. I want to run away just as I did years ago but I am stuck, I have nowhere to go until the semester begins again and I can be with the one I love. I’m beginning to remember the things I did very well at forgetting, I’m learning the old “tricks of the trade”. I absolutely hate it here and I’m already ready to get out. Two weeks is all it takes I guess. I don’t want to be their friend, or help them grow up. I want to be the one they help because I am not even nineteen, but I know from experience, it will never happen. Its just another unhappy ending. 
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